I can truly say that my love for Jesus on January 22, 1984 is not the same that it is today. Back then, I was a child and I had childish notions. I needed a hero and God was it. In my twenties, I needed a lover and God was it. In my thirties, I needed a friend and God was it. When I look back to that first day I met him in the seventh grade, I can say that I really did not love him, I just loved what he was doing for me. Now, that a good portion of my desires have gone unmet and I see God for what he is. He is not my Sugar Daddy or Santa Claus. Some of what I desired was not in his will for me, therefore I can delight myself all day long, he will not provide it. I went through the disappointment and the pain only to come out of the love hate relationship simply loving him for what we have together. I am not looking for the pie in the sky even though I will welcome it if is in His will. If not, then I will still love Him.
I love you more than yesterday
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