Sometimes, I surprise myself.

I am near sighted.  I don't know why I am but I just am.  I take a look at what is around me and I try to make sound decisions without acknowledging that I serve a mighty God who can intervene at anytime.  I spent far too much time fighting battles with such meagerness that I looked like an ant fighting a lion.  It never dawned on me that God was in the battle with me.  I never connected that somewhere down the line, I disconnected.  I had become a deist.  God was supreme, but he was too busy to come of his throne to see about me.  To make matters worse, I find that he was not only with me, but he orchestrated the situation so that I win.  Who can't win a fixed fight.