If I was to describe the relationship with God that I have had over the years, it would be like "love" and "hate". One day I am flying high and you can't get me down out of the clouds. The next day, I am doubting his love and becoming angry over the pettiest things. One day I am not doubting God and I have my spiritual bags packed. I know the root. It was a hard life much too early for me to understand. It took me years before I realized that God actually loved me and that he wanted to do what was right for me. In the evenings, I can hear the battle brewing as I am left at the end of the day with nothing but my thoughts. I am left with the thoughts that I fought all day long. Today was a great Sunday and the word was priceless, but nighttime has fallen and the thoughts are back. God showed up with a song because he doesn't want our relationship to always be on rocky waters. At some point, the sea must be still and you have to stop rocking the boat. Tonight, I will not rock the boat, I will just lower the sail and drift.........
I wonder why
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